Before Inebriety

Let me in
With the flowers
Don't bring me down
I'm on the ground
Let me in
You got the power
To kill the pain
I'm feelin' deep within

Last night I hurt you so
But 'till the mornin' sun grow cold and rivers flow
I promise you my heart
And we can make love grow
Until the moon up high deserts the sky
I know
You'll never face a broken heart
No doubt about it
I wanna win
You back again

Let me in
Your darkest hour
Just take my hand
And try to understand
I know I hurt you so
And till the seas run dry I'll worship you and more
I promise you my heart
Now we can make love grow
Until the lovers cease to dream and have no heart
My lovely lady we'll never part

Now we can dance upon the sweetest love refrain
You're my tomorrow and you're my today
Now only you can show the way
Yhrough fire and rain I'm feelin' pain so much
You're such a part of me I want you back
hey! It's good to see you again

No doubt about it
I wanna win
you back again

Let me in
To feel the fire
Let love unfold
My body's wet and cold
I'll never let you go
Until the sand rolls in the desert
Day by day
I promise you my heart
And we can make love grow
Until the day no longer turn the night away
My lovely lady in love I'll stay

Hey! Babe
Lead me through the colors of your rainbow now
You gotta understand
You got this shadow hangin' over me
I'm not the man I used to be oh! No
my destiny is in your hands
I know your heart is sad and blue
I'm lonely too
So what's the use it's no excuse oh! No
You got a winnin' hand
So honey come on
Let Me In....

Let Me In - Mike Francis

"When I woke up this Christmas morning,
I did not think of the presents, nor the food, nor anything else...
but you. You are my Christmas morning."

"What is it with early mornings that make you say strange things?"

"There is clarity in the morning.
My mind and heart are refreshed from sweet slumber
and dreams of you...
You know when you're in love when reality is finally better than your dreams.
That is what you do to me.
You make life beautiful."


Merry Christmas baby.
Dec. 25, 2006

I don’t want a lot for Christmas

There is just one thing I need
I don’t care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is you

I don’t want a lot for Christmas there is just one thing I need
And I don’t care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
I don’t need to hang my stocking way above the fireplace
Santa Clause won't make me happy with a toy on Christmas day
And I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Oh baby all I want for Christmas is you, you baby

I wont ask for much this Christmas
I wont even wish oh I wont even wish. I wont even wish for snow.
I’m just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe
I wont make a list and send it to the North Pole for St Nick
Wont even stay awake to hear the magic reindeer play

Cause I just want you here tonight,
Holdin on to me so tight
What more can I do
Oh baby all I want for Christmas is you, oh baby
Oh our lives are shinin surrounding everywhere
Where the sounds of children’s laughter fills the air
And everyone is singin' oh I hear those sleigh bells ringin'
Santa wont you bring me the one I really need
Wont you bring back my baby to me

Oh I don’t want a lot for Christmas
This is all I’m askin for
I just want to see my baby standing right outside my door
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you, you, its you, you, oh baby
All I want is you
All I want is you
All I want is you
All I want is you
You, you, you, you, you

And so begins our new dance... we've been dancing to this song for years now... we've had our stops, brief moments of pause, pro-longed silence, and all other issues that we can bear... but here we find ourselves again... playing the same old game but to an entirely different sound...

The truth of the matter is, I have always loved dancing with you... holding your hand, looking into your eyes and whispering into your ear... I had to let you go before, you also let me go... we changed partners... but time is funny sometimes... and I find myself dancing with you again... this time around, it's going to change...

this time around, i'm not letting you go...

there are others who try and ask if they may cut in on our sweet waltz, but i must politely refuse... no... i am not letting you go... i will finish this dance...

no... that is not what i meant... i meant i will not dance with anyone else but you... and this time around i have learned my lesson... i have learned... don't worry, i won't step on your toes... and i'll catch you when you dive... you won't be hurt in this dance... you won't lose your step... i'll make sure to catch you... to lead you... make sure that you will smile and laugh while you move to the rhythm of my heart...

i don't want to dance with anyone else but you... i can only dance with you... i only want to dance with you...

believe me... i'm much better now... trust me... i'm ready now... choose me... i'm here now... love me... i'm real now.

"and with a kiss, i die."
-Romeo-

Hello blogger fans... Sorry for the long repreive... I have been busy studying/partying, but I'm back so kiss kiss hug hug now read on... :)

... A few weeks ago I enrolled in hopefully my last semester in law school. In my enrolment receipt, I couldn't help but notice a miscellaneous item - GRADUATION FEE. Holy shit... this is it. I just paid for my diploma, grad pics, yearbook and all the little farewell items from school... after 8 grueling semesters, 1-hour coffee breaks, hardcore exams, drunken nights after such exams, more drunken nights, broken hearts, endless nights of suspense before grades are released, and ofcourse the odyssey of the thesis - i am so close to the finish line i can see it at the horizon...

God I'm gonna miss it but God damn... can't wait to be rid of it also... paradox of life.

Graduation Fee... is this a contract? is it an assurance? can I sue if not my diploma is not delivered? I would like to think so... after all, I have 7 semesters of failure-free law school life under my belt... no reason why I shouldn't hurdle this last and final stretch... Graduation Fee... A price I am oh so willing to pay... its like passport to heaven baby! the light at the end of the tunnel... the state of enlightenment... being one with the universe... Graduation Fee I love thee!

Just a few more months... then the BAR, a part of life that deserves its own chapter... for now... I'll settle with graduation. :)

Time to have a beer.